I'm still saddened by a particular event that happened about a year back. I'm even more saddened that you don't wish to call it truce between us and release all the tension that's built up thus far. I don't wish for the tension to spread out to others. If you want him so much, you can have him. I don't wish to deal with this anymore.

After almost 2friggin' hours, i finished packing all my clothes in 3 full boxes! Gave 1/4 of my clothes to my sister and she's so pleased with the new collection of clothes she has now. Hahahaha! Because.. she's having a walk-in-closet in the new house but she has very little clothes. And i called her closet, a walk-in-the-empty-closet! Heh!

Now my closet is empty... and i'm feeling so damn tired.
I'm gonna head for a short nap and i'll prolly update more later with pictures that my sister and i took.



My sis is packing her closet now while i lay down, falling asleep.. when i suddenly had the urge to fart. WHAT?! WE ALL FART WHAT! DON'T PRETEND LAH! So i couldn't hold any longer.. and i let out a dangerously silent fart. 1minute later, my sis said "did you just fart? because the room suddenly stink!" I looked at her with a straight face and said "No." and went back to what i was doing tried not to giggle as my sis continue to hold her breathe. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I'm back, and...
Hanif's been the bestest boyfriend recently.
My family's been great.
My work's been so awesome. :D

Life's been bloody awesome!
What more can i ask for? :)

10days to go! and..
Hello Kembangan! :D

For the past 2weeks, Hanif & I have been getting in and out of arguments.
For the past, almost, 1week, Hanif & I have been getting in and out of MAJOR arguments.. which led to cold war between us. No talking, no hugs, no kisses, nothing at all. I almost gave up on Hanif but decided to send him 2 last long, long messages, which surprisingly.. made him come back to look for me. Now all's good and i'm happy again and we had a wonderful night last night.... :)

My dad bought a new Olympus digicam! Initially, i thought the camera would suck.. coz i hate Olympus. I was bugging my dad to buy either Canon or Nikon but he refused. Tried out my new digicam and it's not too bad, actually. :D I love it! It's soooo clear! My skin looks sooooooo smoooooooth!

To my girlfriends,

Sorry if i havent been meeting up with you guys for 2wks now. I still love all you girls! But i just havent been in the right mood to socialize much.. I haven't been chatting with anyone much either. Been keeping to myself lately.. but I'll definitely catch up with you girls, prolly this weekend ok? Mwah! <3

Okay, okay. We all know by now that Michael (Mikaeel) Jackson died today. AND I just found out today too, that he is a muslim? OMG! Am i the only one left on earth who doesn't know about this already?? I feel so alienated. So anyway, i went to google and typed "Michael Jackson is a muslim" to see if it's for real. And MJ is really a muslim! So no one's pulling my leg on this one.

Then....... I came across these funny comments. Check out the nicknames.

6 DOWN! One last obstacle to go! ...but somehow, i don't think it'll be over by today will be it. Sigh. I'm totally unprepared.

On another note, my dad wants to put me through this programming course thingy. He said either it'll be either me or him that has to go for this programming course as it'll be beneficial for his company. I told him i don't feel like going for another programming course coz i cannot stand programming lesons but my dad will be too busy going for the course too. So i'll have to go whether i like it or not. ARGHHH!! >;( I hate programming classes. It's so bloody complicated. Gives me headaches all the time. :(

I've been feeling upset since last night because of Hanif. So i slept at around 7pm and woke up at 8am today. Woke up with tons of smses and missed calls from him. Orang da mrajok baru nak pujuk.. Stupid.


For those people who's using starhub connection and thinking of hatetagging me anonymously, please dont. Because the moment i get your ip add, which lj provides any lj owners with instantly the moment you leave a comment on our lj, i will know who you are. It's so easy to track you down when i previously work for the ISP. So please don't make a fool of urself. Grow up and use your time to think of ways to get rid of those horrendous wrinkly eyebags of yours rather than to linger arnd my blog.

First day of menses and i've been getting major cramps. :( Hanif joined me and Dila at Arab St today. Sent me home and i cooked for him supper. He massaged my back for me coz i was complaining about those major cramps. :) I'm getting sleepy already... Waiting for baby to call me to go to sleep together. *blink. blink.


I'm looking for a cute cocktail dress.. found nothing thus far. :( I hope ill find something i like by the end of July.

Instead of lingering around here, why don't you do something about those puffy eyebags underneath those eyes? And, OMG. They're fucking wrinkly! How old are you?! 24 or 42?! You totally need a facelift for those wrinkles under those eyes that makes you look like a total old hag and of course... tons of whitening solution for that skin. :) Taa~ Hanif said he thinks kau prangai macam sundal. HAHAHA! Whoops! But i got it under control and totally told him off!

A guy called me up like 2 days back and claimed to be from SI Studio. I had no idea what SI stands for (not until today). So he told me that i am SELECTED to enjoy their free photoshoot trial as they're hoping to "expand" their business through word of mouth and blablabla. You get my drift. He claimed that he got my number from the marketing department or through surveys that i might have done previously. Yea right. I just had my number changed like 1month back and i am really not the sort who would do surveys coz i'm usually in a hurry.

So, the guy arranged an appointment for me to go down to their studio and have the free photoshoot. I asked him if i could bring my boyfriend. He said no and that i could not bring anyone unrelated. So i asked if i could bring my elder brother. He said no too. You'll understand why later. So I acknowledged and called up my dad straight away and asked him to search for "SI Studio" but he couldn't find any results. My dad adviced me not go, obviously.

Not feeling satisfied, i googled SI Studio myself. No such business or studio name. However, i found a forum thread on SI Studio where bunch of girls shared the same experience. But only difference is, some of them got conned already. They would go for the photoshoot and all claimed to have great experiences there.. Then when it comes to the part where they're about to leave.. The girls (who went there alone coz no one was allowed to bring anyone along to accompany them) would be surrounded by 3 managers who would then try to sell their package that costs $4k!


One of the girls spent 4hrs there. 1hr 30mins for the photoshoot and another 2hrs 30mins trying to tell those 3 managers that she doesn't wanna buy the $4k package. I'd rather go shopping with Hanif than to spend $4frigginK on a photoshoot package.

Oh! And i was supposed to go for the "FREE" photoshoot today. But i didnt even give them a call to let them know that i'm not coming. I didn't feel like being nice to scammers. So they tried to call me using 3 different numbers and i would answer once for every different number. And each time i answer those phone calls, his tone gets angrier and angrier as i would just hang up the phone on him while he's talking about the scheduled appointment today. Hahahaha! So in total, he left me with 9missed calls today. Desperate much.. Jeez.

Training, training, trainings non-stop since last week. And if i'm not having trainings, i'm meeting up clients with my Director in the evening. My schedule's been really tight lately but i'm excited (but very, very tiring..) to meet as many clients as possible. Clients = $$$. I hate being in Newton.. I miss Dila! We're both the noisiest duo in the office and our colleagues and call us "Dila&Gila". -_- irritating...

One more day to go in Newton and i'll be back in Fuji Xerox!

I've been shopping like crazy.. And my credit card bill is over $2k this month and got questioned by my dad why i've been spending too much on clothes. I replied with a huge smile and he rolled his eyes at me. Hehehehehe! I've a closet full of clothes. OVER-BRIMMING with clothes but i still feel like i haven't got enough clothes and somehow, shopping in real life has totally lost its appeal. They're... ugly. And if they're not, i can get the same exact piece at a much cheaper price online. BUT! I love going shopping with Hanif to buy his clothes. I, especially, love shopping with Hanif for office wear. I love seeing men in office smart wear and Hanif looks mighty fine in them. HAHAHAHAHA! ^_ ^

I'm thinking of "migrating" to blogspot where it's much easier to customize layouts. Its pretty complicated here. Bleah!

AND THE PSYCHO BITCH IS BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK~

I've been chatting with a girl whom you previously insulted her child when you were, cyber-bullying as you would put it.. mhmm.. ring any bell yet? :) ..and i've found out TONS of dirty little secrets.

Now, i seriously don't know whether i should be feeling sorry for your ass or to laugh at you for being such a stupid little woman, especially after the last event that had happened. Actually, i'm kind of doing a little bit of both right now.. If you know what's good for you, you'll know what to do next.

Our (yani&me) apparels have arrived!!

Yani & I love this particular dress.. It comes in black and white with the colorful straps. We both kept one each! AHAHAHAHA! We've been receiving a lot of good responses just on this dress alone! LOVES IT! =D The material is of high quality and very stretchable. So it fits, almost, everyone!


And you don't have to go bra-less on this dress coz the light blue strap will cleverly and so conveniently hide your bra strap. ^_^

I love it! Do you??

Something embarrassing happened to me. Like, REALLY embarrassing.

Okay. I saw this bag, which belongs to my sister.. I thought it was cute and was gold in color and it fitted my outfit (nude color) on that day. So i asked her innocently if i could borrow her bag. She looked at the bag and looked at me again and said "okay.".

I was initially bloody excited to have a bag that matches with my dress on that day! Until.. I realised it's KFC's bag!!!!!! .. and i'm already outside carrying the oh-so-unglamorous kfc bag.

Took a cab to One Fullerton (our official hangout place) earlier to meet the rest of the gang.. coz i'm always that lazy.Oh, Ain totally tripped in town earlier today and sprained her ankle. So i decided to do a short (or so i thought!) to fetch Ain coz she was telling me how her ankle was hurting like a bitch... And ended up with a cab fare of $50!! Fscking hell.. I am so not taking cab anymore for the rest of the week..

Ain kept going on and on about how her ankles are swollen and how her ankle looks like one that belongs to a pregnant woman. Then i went on saying how her ankle is pregnant. Pregnant with froggies. Making her a Froggy Mommy... And then she changed her fb status. :(



P.S.: Yani is absolutely in love with our manufactured apparels! So am i! =D I can't wait for next week's photoshoot!

I hate Mustafa Centre. BIG TIME!

The last time Hanif tricked me into going to Mustafa was a few days back. The moment he parked his bike and off the engine, i hugged him tightly from my pillion seat and clinged my feet onto his thighs to stop him from getting off the bike and yelled repeatedly.. "I DONT WANNA GET DOWN HERE! NO! NO! I DONT WANT!" and he kept laughing. After a good 5minutes, somehow he managed to break free and got off the bike. I turned around only to see bunch of banglas sitting in a line watching us both from behind, giggling and laughing. -_-

Initially it wasn't so bad. Then after 15mins, i finally got cranky and started throwing little tantrums just so that Hanif would bring me out of there ASAP. Heheheheh!